I love holidays!
Right now it's monday, Ive been on holiday two days now and Im in Fee's kitchen. This holiday is turning out to be amazing! The holiday so far:
- I made Fee macaroni
- We put bright purple highlights in our hair which failed tbh.. the dye was crap! D:
- I ran my brother round the garden in a wheelborrow :L
- We went to the beach at Cromer
- We went on the pier
- We bought bracelets and turkish delight
- I won Fee some random little things off the slot machines
- We went to the cinema and saw 'The Hangover: Part 2'
- We spent lots of money :L
- I got my 16mm flesh tunnels!
- We went to the city
- We went on a long walk
- We paddled in a lake :L
and.. I think thats about it so far..
AND WE STILL HAVE SIX WHOLE DAYS LEFT!!
Tomorow were gunna go up city and meet our friend Lauren Feeneneneneneney (Feeney) and were going to see Mayday Parade at the waterfront xD I love gigs! On wednesday night mums taking us to see Pirates of the Carribean 4 at the cinema so its all cool beans!!
HOLIDAYS FTW!!
<3
Monday 30 May 2011
Thursday 26 May 2011
Firefox Personas
So today I have been making some new Personas for Firefox. Ive done one for the ragga metal band 'Skindred', one based on Artwork by Dan Mumford (who by the way is amazing and he is my favourite ever artist! check him out here: http://www.dan-mumford.com/) I did one of a gritty texture, one of the peace symbol and an emo heart one :)
You can check out all my personas here: https://www.getpersonas.com/en-US/gallery/Designer/mattbeauchamp2010
Incase you dont know what they are, Personas are something that Firefox made so you can customize your web browser and have designs at the top and bottom of your page regardless of what website you are on. They then made this into an open source website (https://www.getpersonas.com/en-US/) so that anyone can download the template, make their own personas and upload and share them with the rest of the world!
Cool idea aint it? ^.^
You can check out all my personas here: https://www.getpersonas.com/en-US/gallery/Designer/mattbeauchamp2010
Incase you dont know what they are, Personas are something that Firefox made so you can customize your web browser and have designs at the top and bottom of your page regardless of what website you are on. They then made this into an open source website (https://www.getpersonas.com/en-US/) so that anyone can download the template, make their own personas and upload and share them with the rest of the world!
Cool idea aint it? ^.^
Not another questionarre thingy :L
Yep.. here it is :L
1. This is seriously going to get personal, you ready? - YES!
2. If you were caught cheating, would you fess up? - Well there woudnt be much point in trying to hide it if you'd already been caught would there?
3. The last time you felt honestly broken? - Urrr.. I dunno, cant remember :L
4. Are you craving something? - Foooood D:
5. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? - Fee, right here.
6. Would you rather have ten kids, or none? - None.
7. What do you hear right now? - Alkaline Trio
8. Is your bed against more than one of your walls? - Yep, its against 2 :)
9. What’s on your mind right now? - Getting tickets for 3 gigs that are coming up this year; kids in glass houses, forever the sickest kids and 36 crazyfists (which is on my birthday!)
10. Are you there for your friends? - I'm always here for anyone that needs a chat
11. Last person to see you cry? - Fee
12. What do you do when you get nervous? - I tend to shake a lot, have panic attacks and cry.
13. Be honest, do you like people in general? - No.
14. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids? - No idea.
15. Does anyone completely understand you? - I dont think anyone ever will to be honest.
16. Do you have a reason to smile right now? - Yes, I have an amazing girlfriend and I have an amazing holiday with her coming up :')
17. Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you? - Yes, that would be Fee :')
18. Would you be happier if life had a rewind button? - Urm.. nah, I would like to change somethings I guess but its best to live life with no regrets.
19. Do you tell your mum or dad everything? - Who does? :S
20. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes? - Nope
21. Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone? - How the frick do I know?
22. This time last year, can you remember who you liked? - Yeah, my girlfriend at the time.
23. Do you think more about the past, present, or future? - Urm.. I dunno, probably the present? I think about that past alot thought but I definatly think the best way to live is to keep looking forward to your future.
24. How many hours of sleep do you get a night? - Urm.. it varies.. like, 7 or 8 on average I imagine.
25. Are you easy to get along with? - I try to be.
26. Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with? - Definatly not.
27. What was the last drink that you put in your mouth? - Nice old cup of english tea ^.^ Im still drinking it right now :3
28. What size bed do you have? - A single :(
29. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in? - Before.
30. Do you like the rain? - Not really, no.
31. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? - I dunno.. maybe.
32. Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do? - Um.. yeah, I think so but I cant remember what it was :S
33. Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither? - Bad news :L
34. Who were you last in the car with, besides family? - Fee and her dad.
35. What’s the last movie you saw in cinema and with who? - Just go with it, Fee.
36. Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend? - Nope.
37. Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you? - Many times.
38. Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party? - No.
39. Do you regret a past relationship? - No.
40. Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party? - Concert. Bu then again, if the crazy party has a cool band playing at it I'd go to the party + it all depends on who's playing.
41. Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over? - No :S
42. Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry? - Yeah lol :L what a downy..
43. Do you care too much about your appearance? - Guess so.
44. Are you a jealous person? - Yeah..
45. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? - Nope.
46. Do you miss anyone? - Fee
47. Last person who made you cry? - Urm.. mum or dad I think..
48. Does your ex piss you off? - No.
49. What are you doing tomorrow? - Work and seeing my girlfriend.
50. Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week? - No, not at all ^.^
51. Is there anyone you want to come see you? - Urm.. no, Fee's already coming tomorow.. so.. nah, I'll just be lazy till then and snuggle in bed :L
52. Have you ever been cheated on? - Yeah, a couple of times.
53. Ever given your all to someone who walked away? - Yep.
54. Do you like cotton candy? - Yeah, but its called candy floss here.
55. Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with? - Mum.
56. Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17? - No.. I am not.. :S
57. Do you have siblings? - 1 brother.
58. Have you ever fallen asleep on someone? - Loads of times :L
59. How has the past week been for you? - Not too bad I guess :)
60. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? - Yes, loads.. all my best friends are girls nowadays :S Maybe I'm gay? :L
61. What’s on your mind right now? - These questions :L
62. What were you doing at midnight last night? - Sleeping.
63. What is your current mood? - Urr.. calm?
64. Who was the first person you talked to today? - Mum
65. Will this week be a good one? - Urm.. as soon as tomorow evening comes it will be amazing ^.^
66. Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy? - I finished school forever and Fee always does.
67. Who were you with last night? - No one :'(
68. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? - Fee
69. Next time you will kiss someone? - Friday evening.
70. Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy? - Does it really matter?
71. Do you have any plans for the weekend? - With my girlfriend. Going to Cromer on Saturday and Norwich on Sunday :)
Song currently playing - Abandon All Ships - Pedestrians is another word for speedbump
1. This is seriously going to get personal, you ready? - YES!
2. If you were caught cheating, would you fess up? - Well there woudnt be much point in trying to hide it if you'd already been caught would there?
3. The last time you felt honestly broken? - Urrr.. I dunno, cant remember :L
4. Are you craving something? - Foooood D:
5. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? - Fee, right here.
6. Would you rather have ten kids, or none? - None.
7. What do you hear right now? - Alkaline Trio
8. Is your bed against more than one of your walls? - Yep, its against 2 :)
9. What’s on your mind right now? - Getting tickets for 3 gigs that are coming up this year; kids in glass houses, forever the sickest kids and 36 crazyfists (which is on my birthday!)
10. Are you there for your friends? - I'm always here for anyone that needs a chat
11. Last person to see you cry? - Fee
12. What do you do when you get nervous? - I tend to shake a lot, have panic attacks and cry.
13. Be honest, do you like people in general? - No.
14. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids? - No idea.
15. Does anyone completely understand you? - I dont think anyone ever will to be honest.
16. Do you have a reason to smile right now? - Yes, I have an amazing girlfriend and I have an amazing holiday with her coming up :')
17. Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you? - Yes, that would be Fee :')
18. Would you be happier if life had a rewind button? - Urm.. nah, I would like to change somethings I guess but its best to live life with no regrets.
19. Do you tell your mum or dad everything? - Who does? :S
20. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes? - Nope
21. Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone? - How the frick do I know?
22. This time last year, can you remember who you liked? - Yeah, my girlfriend at the time.
23. Do you think more about the past, present, or future? - Urm.. I dunno, probably the present? I think about that past alot thought but I definatly think the best way to live is to keep looking forward to your future.
24. How many hours of sleep do you get a night? - Urm.. it varies.. like, 7 or 8 on average I imagine.
25. Are you easy to get along with? - I try to be.
26. Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with? - Definatly not.
27. What was the last drink that you put in your mouth? - Nice old cup of english tea ^.^ Im still drinking it right now :3
28. What size bed do you have? - A single :(
29. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in? - Before.
30. Do you like the rain? - Not really, no.
31. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? - I dunno.. maybe.
32. Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do? - Um.. yeah, I think so but I cant remember what it was :S
33. Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither? - Bad news :L
34. Who were you last in the car with, besides family? - Fee and her dad.
35. What’s the last movie you saw in cinema and with who? - Just go with it, Fee.
36. Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend? - Nope.
37. Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you? - Many times.
38. Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party? - No.
39. Do you regret a past relationship? - No.
40. Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party? - Concert. Bu then again, if the crazy party has a cool band playing at it I'd go to the party + it all depends on who's playing.
41. Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over? - No :S
42. Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry? - Yeah lol :L what a downy..
43. Do you care too much about your appearance? - Guess so.
44. Are you a jealous person? - Yeah..
45. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? - Nope.
46. Do you miss anyone? - Fee
47. Last person who made you cry? - Urm.. mum or dad I think..
48. Does your ex piss you off? - No.
49. What are you doing tomorrow? - Work and seeing my girlfriend.
50. Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week? - No, not at all ^.^
51. Is there anyone you want to come see you? - Urm.. no, Fee's already coming tomorow.. so.. nah, I'll just be lazy till then and snuggle in bed :L
52. Have you ever been cheated on? - Yeah, a couple of times.
53. Ever given your all to someone who walked away? - Yep.
54. Do you like cotton candy? - Yeah, but its called candy floss here.
55. Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with? - Mum.
56. Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17? - No.. I am not.. :S
57. Do you have siblings? - 1 brother.
58. Have you ever fallen asleep on someone? - Loads of times :L
59. How has the past week been for you? - Not too bad I guess :)
60. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? - Yes, loads.. all my best friends are girls nowadays :S Maybe I'm gay? :L
61. What’s on your mind right now? - These questions :L
62. What were you doing at midnight last night? - Sleeping.
63. What is your current mood? - Urr.. calm?
64. Who was the first person you talked to today? - Mum
65. Will this week be a good one? - Urm.. as soon as tomorow evening comes it will be amazing ^.^
66. Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy? - I finished school forever and Fee always does.
67. Who were you with last night? - No one :'(
68. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? - Fee
69. Next time you will kiss someone? - Friday evening.
70. Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy? - Does it really matter?
71. Do you have any plans for the weekend? - With my girlfriend. Going to Cromer on Saturday and Norwich on Sunday :)
Song currently playing - Abandon All Ships - Pedestrians is another word for speedbump
Wednesday 25 May 2011
For Fee x
So it appears you may need cheering up...
Well I shall do attempt this by having a phone convo with you a little bit and I thought I would also give you a little blog here before I get off the laptop..
I love you baby.. so, so, so, so, so much.
We are forever. I promise.
One day I'm gunna marry you.
One day we're gunna have our own beautiful house.
We're gunna have a husky dog :3
We may get a cat at some point.. cats are cool :3
We will be spending our entire lives together.
At the end of everyday I will always be there to snuggle up with and have a cuddle.
When I next see you:
Im gunna give you a HUGE cuddle!
Im gunna give you a nice kiss :)
Im gunna let you fall asleep in my arms.
Im gunna make you nanny's worms I told you about cuz mum bought me the right pasta so I can make it!! xD
I gunna tell you I love you.. like a billion times <3
Annnd probably have a really fliddy window licking excited moment with you when it hits us that we'll be spending the next 11 days together with no breaks :3 AND we're going to see your favourite band :)
<3
I really do love you baby, so, so much and mean that from the deepest possble part of my heart and I mean it with all of the rest of my heart as well! Oh and btw... it's not just my heart anymore.. It belongs to you <3
Your my world.
My Life.
My Love.
My Everything!!!!!
I. LOVE. YOU.
<3
Lots of love from your boyfriend who cares about you lots and lots and lots, Matt
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Well I shall do attempt this by having a phone convo with you a little bit and I thought I would also give you a little blog here before I get off the laptop..
I love you baby.. so, so, so, so, so much.
We are forever. I promise.
One day I'm gunna marry you.
One day we're gunna have our own beautiful house.
We're gunna have a husky dog :3
We may get a cat at some point.. cats are cool :3
We will be spending our entire lives together.
At the end of everyday I will always be there to snuggle up with and have a cuddle.
When I next see you:
Im gunna give you a HUGE cuddle!
Im gunna give you a nice kiss :)
Im gunna let you fall asleep in my arms.
Im gunna make you nanny's worms I told you about cuz mum bought me the right pasta so I can make it!! xD
I gunna tell you I love you.. like a billion times <3
Annnd probably have a really fliddy window licking excited moment with you when it hits us that we'll be spending the next 11 days together with no breaks :3 AND we're going to see your favourite band :)
<3
I really do love you baby, so, so much and mean that from the deepest possble part of my heart and I mean it with all of the rest of my heart as well! Oh and btw... it's not just my heart anymore.. It belongs to you <3
Your my world.
My Life.
My Love.
My Everything!!!!!
I. LOVE. YOU.
<3
Lots of love from your boyfriend who cares about you lots and lots and lots, Matt
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
A-Z Of Questions About Me
Urm.. something I did when I was bored :L
enjoy!
A - Accidents
01. Have you ever been in a car accident? - No, not properly.. Ive been nudged by another car before but nothing more than that :L
02. Do you have a lot of scars? - Yeah..
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? - Yep
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? - Yep
05. Have you ever had stitches? Where? - Nope
B - Beauty
06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? - Hell no.
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? - Yes.
08. Do you put on a lot of makeup? - Nope.
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? - No.
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful? - They're personality.
C - Consequences
11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for? - No idea.. my parents never really ground me..
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? - Cuz Im gunna get pregnant? :S
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? - Yes, all the time but I often forget myself.
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? - Taking Fee away from me.
15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end? - Self Harm.
D - Dealing
16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? - I often end up going ape-shit crazy! D:
17. Name a time when you had to be strong. - When my brother got hit by a car and I was the only one there responsible for him.
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? Any kind of abuse at home? - Nope.
19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react? - I dont give a shit.
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it. - Um... grandad died.. didnt affect me that much but I tried to help mum through it as much as possible.
E - Experience
21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? - Working with my dad, Working in a stationary shop.
22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all? Oh yes ;)
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? - Id say Ive bin through a fair amount..
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? - Yes. I am more than ready.
25. How old do you act? - Urm.. I dont know. I dont purposly try to act any age :S
F - Family
26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why? - Urm.. a few and cuz I dont see them.
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? - Friends
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? - Id say I can tell my mum pretty much anything.
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them? - One brother and hell no!
30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members? - Not often..
G - Growing
31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? - I dont know.. ask Fee, Im marked on her wall at her dads ^^
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? - Urr.. dunno
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? - I never wanna grow up to be honest. I guess Ive matured alot but I dont like it that I have.
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50? - Yes. I hate it.
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? - Yes.
H - Hope
36. Love - real or not? - Real.
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? - Im a pessimist. I try to be an optimist but I have no faith in myself to be honest.
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? - I like to think life is an adventure and there is no set plan. It is what you make it.
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive? - Yes.
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying? - Fee and my future with her.
I - Issues
41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? - I had depression and anxeity. Im not sure if Im out of it yet but Im alot better than I was.
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? - No
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? - No, Im in an amazing relationship :)
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? - I have Fee.. <3
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? - Often.
J - Jokes
46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke) - Kebab.
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around? - I think I make people laugh a lot which is good :)
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? - Sometimes.. I havnt laughed that much in ages though :(
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day! - When Harry chased a car down the road and the man got out and started chasing him :L
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? - Yeah, I did all the time :L
K - Knowledge
51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends? - School is made to help children grow up the majority think they should. In a social enviroment so they meet new people and make friends and learn to deal with situations as well as learning acedemicly.
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? - Average.
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever? - Cant remember, doubt it was very high though
54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher? - Cant remember and dont give a shit.
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? - Art
L - Love
56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before? - I think so and I dont know.. I dont think anyone can tell what love actualy is?
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? - Some, but the people that do, do a lot :)
58. Is love worth it? - Yes.
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months? - No, I hate it when Im asked stupid questions like this. I think you can 'love' someone at any age and I think that other people should worry less about other peoples lives and get on with their own.
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? - I dont know. It doesnt really mean anything to me because its so commonly used. Its just a word really. I think 'love' is something that has to be proven, not said.
M - Money
61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? - Well yeah, it does, but with help.
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? - Average I think.
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? - No.
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? - Ill take the money because Ive already found the person :')
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? - 5 - you need it to survive so it has to be a little important to everyone but in general not very.
N - Naughty
66. Are you a virgin? No.
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with? - I dont care :L
68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that? - No, I dont really care how much people get around, its up to them.
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? - If were talking sexualy still then I wudnt change anything, in general I wud change a lot.
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both! - Nice, I think.
O - Openness
71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? - Not long, Im weak in that sense.
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? - Not a lot, as I said, Im weak in that sense and I often end up hurt when people break that trust.
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? - Past experiances.
74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually? When I know them well and trust that they wont judge my body and appearance in general.
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them? - Urm.. I dont know, its hard to generalize that as I can tell various people different things for various reasons.
P - Positive
76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times? - I'd rather erase it all and forget about them.
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? - Not necesseraly. The feeling of losing someone you love is something that is really, really nasty and I dont think its neceseraly worth it.
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be? - Im pessimistic to be honest but I do try to be optimistic as much as possible.
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? - No
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? When Woolworths went bankrupt I got loads of free posters ^.^
Q - Questions
81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? - Depends what it is but if I have trouble with it I tend to ask for help before really trying myself.
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation? - I think about it alot but I do definatly believe in the theory of evolution as it makes perfect sense compared to the crap written in the bible.
83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be? - No, I dont and urr.. why are you so boring?
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? - Depends on who and why.
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? - The baramuda triangle.
R - Respect
86. How do you show respect? - Be polite I guess.
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? - Urm.. be an arse? I dunno, depends on situations and people I guess..
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? - Teachers, some of them but most of them just came across as arse holes. Parents, yes. Authority figures, yes I respect them because theyre just doing theyre job but I dont respect the people who write the laws as some of them are stupid.
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? - Urm, not really one.. they shout, we argue then maybe cry and then talk it out after a while and then it gets resolved.
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? - Depends on who and what it is.
S - School
91. If you are still in school, what year will you be going into? - Im not.
92. When will you leave high school/college? - Already have.
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? - I went and worked with my dad.
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? - I hate it. I liked nothing apart from the fact my girlfriend was there. I hated just about everything about it.
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? - Yes
T - Temptation
96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? - Yeh.
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? - Yes and yes.
98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it? - No, I have never cheated and I never will.
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? What did you end up doing? - Well yeah.. who doesnt? Ever looked at Megan Fox? :L its not gunna happen though is it? :L
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? - I give in easily
U - Unique
102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? - No, I try to avoid that as much as possible.
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? - I wear what I want regardless of whether it looks like Im following a trend or trying to stand out. I just wear what I like wearing and what I think looks cool.
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? - Yes, I do and no, I dont anymore.
105. What makes you different from people your age? - Not for me to say. Thats for other people to decide.
V - Value
106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room? - Laptop.
107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? - Lives of my loved ones
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? - Everything that Fee has given me.
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? - Anything that belongs to Fee.
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? - Um.. not really.
W - Wishes
111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? - For Fee and me to be together forever, for me to be in a big band going on tours and stuff so I didnt have to worry about money and I was doing what I loved, and for everything to turn out alright.
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? - Loved ones
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? - No, thats bull, if you want something to happen you have to work for it, believe in yourself, not a wish and it will happen.
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish? - No, I dont think so.
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen? - I find wishing a waste of time but not for that reason.
Y - You
121. Are you more independent or social? - Independant
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? - Everything mainstream. Consumerism, x factor, the news and how its all exagerated to create more drama, ect..
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? - No.
124. What kind of person would you be if you didn’t have guidance from family members, God, teachers, etc.? Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life? - People develop their personalities as they go through life, thats obvious... maturity being the main thing, everyone matures as they grow up whether they like it or not and that changes and develops your personality.
125. Do you think people are generally good ? - Hell no.
Z - Zest
126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? - I am happy with my girlfriend but there are still alot of things I would change.
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? - Depends what that change is.
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? - I guess so, defo meeting new people.
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? - Music
Song Currently Playing - Alkaline Trio - Burn
enjoy!
A - Accidents
01. Have you ever been in a car accident? - No, not properly.. Ive been nudged by another car before but nothing more than that :L
02. Do you have a lot of scars? - Yeah..
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? - Yep
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? - Yep
05. Have you ever had stitches? Where? - Nope
B - Beauty
06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? - Hell no.
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? - Yes.
08. Do you put on a lot of makeup? - Nope.
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? - No.
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful? - They're personality.
C - Consequences
11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for? - No idea.. my parents never really ground me..
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? - Cuz Im gunna get pregnant? :S
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? - Yes, all the time but I often forget myself.
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? - Taking Fee away from me.
15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end? - Self Harm.
D - Dealing
16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? - I often end up going ape-shit crazy! D:
17. Name a time when you had to be strong. - When my brother got hit by a car and I was the only one there responsible for him.
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? Any kind of abuse at home? - Nope.
19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react? - I dont give a shit.
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it. - Um... grandad died.. didnt affect me that much but I tried to help mum through it as much as possible.
E - Experience
21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? - Working with my dad, Working in a stationary shop.
22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all? Oh yes ;)
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? - Id say Ive bin through a fair amount..
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? - Yes. I am more than ready.
25. How old do you act? - Urm.. I dont know. I dont purposly try to act any age :S
F - Family
26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why? - Urm.. a few and cuz I dont see them.
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? - Friends
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? - Id say I can tell my mum pretty much anything.
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them? - One brother and hell no!
30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members? - Not often..
G - Growing
31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? - I dont know.. ask Fee, Im marked on her wall at her dads ^^
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? - Urr.. dunno
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? - I never wanna grow up to be honest. I guess Ive matured alot but I dont like it that I have.
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50? - Yes. I hate it.
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? - Yes.
H - Hope
36. Love - real or not? - Real.
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? - Im a pessimist. I try to be an optimist but I have no faith in myself to be honest.
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? - I like to think life is an adventure and there is no set plan. It is what you make it.
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive? - Yes.
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying? - Fee and my future with her.
I - Issues
41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? - I had depression and anxeity. Im not sure if Im out of it yet but Im alot better than I was.
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? - No
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? - No, Im in an amazing relationship :)
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? - I have Fee.. <3
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? - Often.
J - Jokes
46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke) - Kebab.
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around? - I think I make people laugh a lot which is good :)
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? - Sometimes.. I havnt laughed that much in ages though :(
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day! - When Harry chased a car down the road and the man got out and started chasing him :L
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? - Yeah, I did all the time :L
K - Knowledge
51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends? - School is made to help children grow up the majority think they should. In a social enviroment so they meet new people and make friends and learn to deal with situations as well as learning acedemicly.
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? - Average.
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever? - Cant remember, doubt it was very high though
54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher? - Cant remember and dont give a shit.
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? - Art
L - Love
56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before? - I think so and I dont know.. I dont think anyone can tell what love actualy is?
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? - Some, but the people that do, do a lot :)
58. Is love worth it? - Yes.
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months? - No, I hate it when Im asked stupid questions like this. I think you can 'love' someone at any age and I think that other people should worry less about other peoples lives and get on with their own.
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? - I dont know. It doesnt really mean anything to me because its so commonly used. Its just a word really. I think 'love' is something that has to be proven, not said.
M - Money
61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? - Well yeah, it does, but with help.
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? - Average I think.
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? - No.
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? - Ill take the money because Ive already found the person :')
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? - 5 - you need it to survive so it has to be a little important to everyone but in general not very.
N - Naughty
66. Are you a virgin? No.
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with? - I dont care :L
68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that? - No, I dont really care how much people get around, its up to them.
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? - If were talking sexualy still then I wudnt change anything, in general I wud change a lot.
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both! - Nice, I think.
O - Openness
71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? - Not long, Im weak in that sense.
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? - Not a lot, as I said, Im weak in that sense and I often end up hurt when people break that trust.
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? - Past experiances.
74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually? When I know them well and trust that they wont judge my body and appearance in general.
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them? - Urm.. I dont know, its hard to generalize that as I can tell various people different things for various reasons.
P - Positive
76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times? - I'd rather erase it all and forget about them.
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? - Not necesseraly. The feeling of losing someone you love is something that is really, really nasty and I dont think its neceseraly worth it.
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be? - Im pessimistic to be honest but I do try to be optimistic as much as possible.
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? - No
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? When Woolworths went bankrupt I got loads of free posters ^.^
Q - Questions
81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? - Depends what it is but if I have trouble with it I tend to ask for help before really trying myself.
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation? - I think about it alot but I do definatly believe in the theory of evolution as it makes perfect sense compared to the crap written in the bible.
83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be? - No, I dont and urr.. why are you so boring?
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? - Depends on who and why.
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? - The baramuda triangle.
R - Respect
86. How do you show respect? - Be polite I guess.
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? - Urm.. be an arse? I dunno, depends on situations and people I guess..
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? - Teachers, some of them but most of them just came across as arse holes. Parents, yes. Authority figures, yes I respect them because theyre just doing theyre job but I dont respect the people who write the laws as some of them are stupid.
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? - Urm, not really one.. they shout, we argue then maybe cry and then talk it out after a while and then it gets resolved.
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? - Depends on who and what it is.
S - School
91. If you are still in school, what year will you be going into? - Im not.
92. When will you leave high school/college? - Already have.
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? - I went and worked with my dad.
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? - I hate it. I liked nothing apart from the fact my girlfriend was there. I hated just about everything about it.
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? - Yes
T - Temptation
96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? - Yeh.
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? - Yes and yes.
98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it? - No, I have never cheated and I never will.
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? What did you end up doing? - Well yeah.. who doesnt? Ever looked at Megan Fox? :L its not gunna happen though is it? :L
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? - I give in easily
U - Unique
102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? - No, I try to avoid that as much as possible.
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? - I wear what I want regardless of whether it looks like Im following a trend or trying to stand out. I just wear what I like wearing and what I think looks cool.
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? - Yes, I do and no, I dont anymore.
105. What makes you different from people your age? - Not for me to say. Thats for other people to decide.
V - Value
106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room? - Laptop.
107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? - Lives of my loved ones
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? - Everything that Fee has given me.
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? - Anything that belongs to Fee.
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? - Um.. not really.
W - Wishes
111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? - For Fee and me to be together forever, for me to be in a big band going on tours and stuff so I didnt have to worry about money and I was doing what I loved, and for everything to turn out alright.
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? - Loved ones
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? - No, thats bull, if you want something to happen you have to work for it, believe in yourself, not a wish and it will happen.
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish? - No, I dont think so.
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen? - I find wishing a waste of time but not for that reason.
Y - You
121. Are you more independent or social? - Independant
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? - Everything mainstream. Consumerism, x factor, the news and how its all exagerated to create more drama, ect..
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? - No.
124. What kind of person would you be if you didn’t have guidance from family members, God, teachers, etc.? Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life? - People develop their personalities as they go through life, thats obvious... maturity being the main thing, everyone matures as they grow up whether they like it or not and that changes and develops your personality.
125. Do you think people are generally good ? - Hell no.
Z - Zest
126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? - I am happy with my girlfriend but there are still alot of things I would change.
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? - Depends what that change is.
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? - I guess so, defo meeting new people.
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? - Music
Song Currently Playing - Alkaline Trio - Burn
Tuesday 24 May 2011
35 Random Questions
So.. I answered these 35 random questions about myself :) enjoy!
1. What size is the last bed you kissed on? - Single
2. Are you one of those people who are always cold? - Urm.. yes, I think I might be :L
3. What are you listening to? - Lostprophets
4. How many more days until your birthday? - I cant be bothered to count, however many till 20th October..
5. Do you have any summer plans yet? - With Fee <3
6. When was the last time you shaved your legs? - Lol, Im shaving them right now ;)
7. Is there someone you wish you were closer with? - Shannon, I miss her..
8. Do you tend to waste a lot of money? - Nope, cuz I never have any.. but I think I might waste alot of my girlfriends money :/
9. Have any addictions? - My girlfriend, chocolate and cups of tea.
10. Are you anything like your siblings? - I bloody well hope not.
11. Have you ever had a stalker? - Yes. Yes, I have -.-
12. What did you last drink? - Cup of english tea ^.^
13. What did you last eat? - Muffins :3
14. Who is the last person you hugged? - Fee <3
15. Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? - Loads, more than I do the same sex :L
16. When was the last time you had a crowd at your house? - Nanny's birthday?
17. What can you smell? - Nothing :/
18. How many cell phones have you had? - urm.. im on my 3rd I think (:
19. Which school year do you think will be the saddest? - I left school and year 8 was the worst one for me. But it was all shit and Im happy to be out.
20. Do you have trust issues? - Yeah, I think I do.
21. Where do you get all your clothes? - If mum doesnt buy them then from Rock Collection in Norwich
22. What did you do today ? - Went to work.
23. How many more years of high school do you have? - None! xD
24. Do you have a YouTube account? Yess :) I have a joint account with my girlfriend; www.youtube.com/moldysatsumas
25. Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? - No, not any more.
26. Have you ever regretted kissing someone? - Nope
27. Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? - No, but its not their fault, Fee makes me smile the most but she cant always but thats me. Not her fault at all.
28. Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person? - urm... yes, like once I think.
29. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? - With Fee..
30. Will next friday be a good one? - Fridays are always good :) I come home to my beautiful girlfriend..
31. When was the last time something bothered you? - urm... yesterday, not being able to see Fee.
32. Do you think age matters in relationships? - No, not really at all. I think ages matters in sexual relationships but in general I dont think it does at all.
33. Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/boyfriend? - Well not properly but my house is practicly another home to my girlfriend. She spends probably an equal time here to what she does at home now :')
34. When will your next kiss be? - Tuesday morning I hope.. :3
35. Who was the first male you talked to today? - My brother
Current song playing: Lostprophets - For all these times son, for all these times
1. What size is the last bed you kissed on? - Single
2. Are you one of those people who are always cold? - Urm.. yes, I think I might be :L
3. What are you listening to? - Lostprophets
4. How many more days until your birthday? - I cant be bothered to count, however many till 20th October..
5. Do you have any summer plans yet? - With Fee <3
6. When was the last time you shaved your legs? - Lol, Im shaving them right now ;)
7. Is there someone you wish you were closer with? - Shannon, I miss her..
8. Do you tend to waste a lot of money? - Nope, cuz I never have any.. but I think I might waste alot of my girlfriends money :/
9. Have any addictions? - My girlfriend, chocolate and cups of tea.
10. Are you anything like your siblings? - I bloody well hope not.
11. Have you ever had a stalker? - Yes. Yes, I have -.-
12. What did you last drink? - Cup of english tea ^.^
13. What did you last eat? - Muffins :3
14. Who is the last person you hugged? - Fee <3
15. Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? - Loads, more than I do the same sex :L
16. When was the last time you had a crowd at your house? - Nanny's birthday?
17. What can you smell? - Nothing :/
18. How many cell phones have you had? - urm.. im on my 3rd I think (:
19. Which school year do you think will be the saddest? - I left school and year 8 was the worst one for me. But it was all shit and Im happy to be out.
20. Do you have trust issues? - Yeah, I think I do.
21. Where do you get all your clothes? - If mum doesnt buy them then from Rock Collection in Norwich
22. What did you do today ? - Went to work.
23. How many more years of high school do you have? - None! xD
24. Do you have a YouTube account? Yess :) I have a joint account with my girlfriend; www.youtube.com/moldysatsumas
25. Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? - No, not any more.
26. Have you ever regretted kissing someone? - Nope
27. Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? - No, but its not their fault, Fee makes me smile the most but she cant always but thats me. Not her fault at all.
28. Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person? - urm... yes, like once I think.
29. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? - With Fee..
30. Will next friday be a good one? - Fridays are always good :) I come home to my beautiful girlfriend..
31. When was the last time something bothered you? - urm... yesterday, not being able to see Fee.
32. Do you think age matters in relationships? - No, not really at all. I think ages matters in sexual relationships but in general I dont think it does at all.
33. Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/boyfriend? - Well not properly but my house is practicly another home to my girlfriend. She spends probably an equal time here to what she does at home now :')
34. When will your next kiss be? - Tuesday morning I hope.. :3
35. Who was the first male you talked to today? - My brother
Current song playing: Lostprophets - For all these times son, for all these times
Monday 23 May 2011
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So yeah.. this is blogger :)
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song currently playing: Asking Alexandria - Someone, Somewhere
hey everyone!!!
Right, I reckon the first thing Im gunna do is spam you with links xD
this should help you get an idea of who I am and what I do :)
Add me on facebook! I accept all friend requests:
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000643625918
Follow me on twitter! I do follow for follow :)
http://twitter.com/#!/MattBeauchampx
Follow me on DailyBooth! I do follow for follow here also :)
http://dailybooth.com/MattBeauchamp
View my art gallery on photobucket :)
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Thats about it for now :) Cheers dudes xD
song currently playing: Asking Alexandria - Someone, Somewhere
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